Sufferer Of Love.

Stranger…,

    I don’t see why I am supposeed to write a letter to you, but I will because I can. Chances are you’re one of the assholes that go around saying I’m a whore, slut, or a drug addict.That’s cool and all considering everyone in Philly hears my name now, but it’s fucking bullshit. Just shut the fuck up already. K, bye.

-Keighty.

Dreams,

Although I hate you some nights, you also help me get through plenty of rough times.

Ninety percent of my dreams are nightmares which wake me up at night wanting to cry. I’ve been waking up screaming, not knowing which wy to run. The other ten percent on the other hand allow me get through the days I can’t see my boyfriend. Sure, I’d rather see him physically, but if all I can do is dream, I won’t complain.

Aunt Fayy,

Since I am the only child and everyone in my family, besides you, hates me and would rather me die. You’ve helped me through the past few years, the hardest years in my life. You were the first person i came out to, the person I go to when I get kicked out, the person I go to about my boyfriend. I turn to you with everything. Thanks for always being there for me.

-Keighty

Mom&Dad,

First I’d like to thank you for everything, including fucking up my life completely. Sure, I’m greatful I have both a mom and a dad that “love” me and “care” about me, but there’s a side to you people don’t see. I give you both credit - you’re not as dumb as you seem. You know how to be friendly when people are around.

Mom, I love you to death. You’re my mom for Christ’s sake. You brought me into this world, nearly died having me, and did anything you thought would make my life better, but during all of this you became distant. By the time I was 12, I began to hate you, not for what you did, but how you did it. I never wanted us to be like this, not being able to stay in the same room longer than 10 minutes without a arguement taking over the room and things being said that should have never been thought of. I’d do anything to take back all of the times I have hurt you.

Dad, you on the other hand, is a completely different story. Yes, I love you, you’re my dad, but unlike most dads, you weren’t around when I grew up, you were always out drinking. I was too young to notice at first, but the bottle is obviously more important than your only child. Yes, I’m glad you’re in my life now, and I can only hope it’ll stay that way.

I’m not going to blame either of you for the choices I’ve made, good or bad, but you both have a huge role in them. The good choices were to improve my life, they gave me something to look foward to in llife. The bad on the other hand, got me through those times I had no one by my side.

This letter might be harsh, but it’s the truth. I’m fucked for life, thank you.

Deep inside I do love you, I always will. Even though you never apologized, this is my way of dropping things, moving on in life, and becoming someone you will eventually be proud of.

-Keighty.

Ray,

Even though this is supposed to be about a crush, I’m obviously going to write it toward you. When we met six months ago, I didn’t know what would happen. We were just two people, messed up at a show, flirting. Now, we are both completely different people who are completely in love with eachother. Although I never really show it, I love you with all my heart. You’re my everything, literally. In a sense, you saved my life…you saved me from myself.

 I never knew I’d be able to love again after Aaron, and I never thought it’d be possible to ever love someone this much. Looking back, I can honestly say none of my exes had shit on you. I know I talk about them a lot, mainly because we are still friends and shit, but I’d drop them all in a heartbeat for you. I’d drop anything for you.  

I love you babe, always&forever<3

-Keighty. 

BestFriend,

Remember when we became friends and you said you’d always be by my side? You kept your word. I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you picking me up off the streets everytime I fucked up. You were there for me when no one else would even look in my direction. Thanks for always being there<3.

-Keighty

Write a letter to these people:

Day 01 - Your Best Friend.

Day 02 - Your Crush.

Day 03 - Your Parents.

Day 04 - Your Siblings. (Or Closest Relative.)

Day 05 - Your Dreams.

Day 06 - A Stranger.

Day 07 - Your Ex Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush.

Day 08 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.

Day 09 - Someone You Wish You Could Meet.

Day 10 - Someone You Don’t Talk To As Much As You’d Like To.

Day 11 - A Deceased Member You Wish You Could Talk To.

Day 12 - The Person You Hate Most/Cause You A Lot Of Pain.

Day 13 - Someone You Wsh Could Forgive You.

Day 14 - Someone You’ve Drifted Away From.

Day 15 - The Person You Miss The Most.

Day 16 - Someone That’s Not In Your State/Country.

Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood.

Day 18 - The Person That You Wish You Could Be.

Day 19 - Someone That Pesters Your Mind - Good Or Bad.

Day 20 - The Person That Broke Your Heart The Hardest.

Day 21 - Someone You Judged By Your First Impression.

Day 22 - Someone You Want To Give A Second Chance To.

Day 23 - The Last Person You Kissed.

Day 24 - The Person That Gave You Your Favorite Memory.

Day 25 — The Person You Know That Is Going Through The Worst Of Times.

Day 26 — The Last Person You Made A Pinky Promise To.

Day 27 — The Friendliest Person You Knew For Only One Day.

Day 28 — Someone That Changed Your Life.

Day 29 — The Person That You Want To Tell Everything To, But Too Afraid To.

Day 30 — Your Reflection In The Mirror.

Besides the Delaware River, nothing can seperate us.